People need to learn how to get the fuck out of the way
Like seriously. I would’ve had at least 3 less deaths if people weren’t standing in the way, being a dumb ass and not doing anything.
On a more pleasant note, I also think that running and gunning is an easy way to get kills than sniping. But if getting kills isn’t your goal, then it doesn’t matter. On one hand, yes I would like to get kills. But at the same time, being a sniper is all about support. So what if I don’t get the most kills. As long as I did my job and my team won, I’m happy. However, if I’m doing my job and we’re still losing, or I am capable of running and gunning better than you can, then we have a problem.
That being said, I love sniping. Something about the enemy not knowing where you are and picking them off one by one excites me.
I finally realized, once I stopped giving fucks, that I can do whatever I want. i mean, I always knew that and had that in my head, but it finally clicked. I can do whatever the fuck I want, I just have to be accepting of the outcomes of doing whatever it is I’m going to do.
I could go kill someone. It’s possible. However, with that would come the guilt and the law and I would be put in jail for a long time/forever. So that one isn’t happening (not that I WOULD kill someone).
This is a great feeling. I feel rejuvenated. Hopefully this feeling will stay. If not, then I will have to find ways for it to stay.
are coming for me. I’m stopping the fucks I give, and I am going to do whatever I feel like. I don’t mean crazy shit, I’m going to remain somewhat professional since I teach high school kids. But there’s a limit I can do, especially since it’s Christmas break. Who really gives a shit anyways?
Now, I’m off to go buy some hair dye and color the shit out of my hair.
and Supreme Commander 2 with some great friends. This is exactly how I prefer my night to go right now. Sure, another party with some ladies I might or might not have a chance of getting would be nice, but sometimes, it’s better to chill with friends. Even if those friends aren’t in the same state as you.
I’m thinking about (and most likely am) going to start recording the games I play and having a live view of them, but I don’t want to do it and not have anyone watch them. At the same time, I’m nervous about what people might say, or that I might not be entertaining enough.
Anywho, I’m starting tonight with Supreme Commander 2 (as soon as i figure out how to work TeamSpeak) so if you’re not doing anything later, please watch. I’ll post a link on here, twitter, and facebook. Then afterwards I’ll upload it to Youtube and go from there and see what happens.